i havent written in here in more than a week - and in that week ive run the gamut of emotions... im no longer freaking out or overwhelmed. all im left with is a bit of anxiety. sunday i thought that this weekend would never get here and id never be packed. well, tomorrow is my last day of work and we load the truck on fri AND ive done a great deal of packing. i want to be on the road already, but i also want to say 'ciao' to my friends.